heh. not bad for dedication eh rong? : )
okie. so what shall i talk about today? lets start off with something silly:
here u go peiyu! the best i could do for a singlet boxer watever. my dads somemore i think ahhahaha. no singlet so u wld have to make do with that top. this is my comfy clothes. for sleeping and stuff hahaha!
lol the teacher was the one that started drawing. he wrote JASON i think. but then other ppl took over the mouse and keyboard and i was pretty much condemned haha... but hey...its funny tho. dunno why the boobs are lobsided and uneven!!!! : p
but i realised with these study breaks, i love it. i spend more time at home, on the comp, and on MSN. talking to my favourite people. catching up. and i realised i miss them all ever more.
but must say thanks to ppl who talk to me too. like rong! everyday i bother you. sorry... : p but u enjoy it too right? haha.
and herngliang, tina,, you know. loads of people. makes me happy when i talk.
caleb, miss u so much man brother. ; D
but nevermind. soon!!! i can express my love in person again : ))
lets see what can i talk about today anyway...
how about...being positive in life? and being thankful?
sometimes you might get depressed because of stuff like: "dammit my friends never invite me to something arh..." or watever kinda thing. jus get depressed over anything. or like lose contact with friends.
or like being away from where home is.
or stuck in army.
or stuck with a crummy job.
situations like that la. i get bogged down a fair few times in my life too. and whole perspectives of stuff are so different. u feel shit, u feel no will to do anything.
but sometimes isnt miraculous what friends can do for you? or family?
my sister. i dont talk about her enough. true enough she gets on my nerves sometimes. but what sibling doesnt? lol.
but she makes me laugh. very hard. we share secrets (or rather i tell her lol she got not much secrets...), she hugs me, play pranks on me.
the point im trying to say is, in truth...we have a lot to be thankful for.
which is why nowadays i try more to stop and think and take it all in.
like just stop whatever i am doing and lie down on my trampoline, arms folded behind head, and jus look at the sky with careless abandon. when was the last time u ever noticed how blue the sky was?
or jus stop and look at the flowers, the plants. how pretty everything is.
or go up to ur parents and hug them. long hug. no reason. just because u love them.
u'll be surprised how u'll feel. u might like it. heck, it might even get u better christmas presents or something haha.
so yea. theres alot more to be thankful about then to be upset. but of course sometimes it doesnt feel that way at all. but im starting to grow to appreciate that.
anyway. thats all ahaha... :D
before i go look at this handsome young man:
harrison peacock! im gonna miss this dude. looked after me in sixth form alot. nice to me. played loads of football together, etc. but we'll be keeping in contact anyway wldnt we fella?? : p
haha and when i say handsome, im not gay k haha.
wah i almost forgot to mention. played 5 a-side-football tonight. league match. i havnt played for my cuzzie's team in ages. but yea it was dam good laaaa. i forgot what it felt like to play well and do well.
both teams didnt have subs. which prolly help me cos tired defenders are easier to beat obviously haha. half time we were 5-2 down k!! and we lost 7-6 in the end! how good is that! we were like 5-5 at one point!!!
i was dam happy. jus the fact that i had so much fun. and all the tricks were working. the stepovers, the shimmies, the drop of shoulder. sometimes u get nights where its so physical u jus get pushed over the ball. but today it worked! dun think i will forget those 2 goals for some while. i know this will prolly bore ppl. no one likes to listen to someone talk about their goals. so i'll make it short and painless haha. goal 1 i received a pass and turned the man (middle aged lol so prolly thats why) outside down the right wing. 2nd defender came in but 2 stepovers and to the right and shot across keeper! goal 2 was so shoik haha. bascially beat 2 defenders a few times, clipped it in between two of them so they got in each others way, and shot whilst i was falling down. lol the celebration was so emotional! it was like: "FUCKING YESSSSSS FUCKING YESSSSSS!!!!!" *sorry for profanities*
but yeaps. lol...cant wait to go back singapore and play again too!!!
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